It's been three months now since i join the illustration courses, it's like a whole new world to me.
I found it very addictive to me because i loves drawing since i don't know when....but sometimes when i try to draw either from a simple sketching or digital way, i kept rushing things down as if i'm want to catch my loss during past years. And in the end i didn't enjoy it very much.
Plus when i see others people works i kept intimidated as if "can i even go to that level....".Then i got frustated.
it's very exshausting indead. Maybe i forget why i want to draw in the first place, then i remember i want to draw because i just want to create